Ramblings?
You know, everytime I go to write something here I have every intention of writing
about my life, about the way I feel and about what I want to do. However, I can't get past feeling that having to write about your life in words instead of expressing
feelings to your loved ones, friends and families face to face must mean you are a
very weak person. I love being able to talk to my friends and Elizabeth although it's sometimes hard to express my feelings and worries I've learnt that I just have to bite my lip and go for it, even if I know it's going to upset someone or annoy them. Life is hard and it seems to me it gets harder as it goes on. I don't know why I'm in such a philosophical and thoughtful mood because as my life goes I couldn't be happier right now and theres so many people I need to thank for making me happy and making me who I am today so here i go: (I tried to create an order but how can you create a hierachy of you're friends? so everyone in thius list is equally as important as the person before and after them)......
The Traders, Elizabeth (for just being yourself and being there for me), Ross and
Manda (always there), Scandal (super friendly), Rob (you're getting there son),
Moon, Murray, Charlotte (for listening to my shit), my super little sis (just stop
annoying me please), Ed (you're really not funny), Annette (bestest buddy), Caroline
you're way too kind and friendly), Soph P, and Jimi (LEGEND!), Psyche Out (for being the best local band around), Paul, Chappers, Gary and Woody (so inspiring), Smyley and asscociates, Audrey Tautou (just because!), Mum and Dad (hells yeah) The Arcade Fire, The Libertines (changed my life), The B-52's, The Cure, Help She Can't Swim, The Smiths and The Futureheads, Blur and Lightning Seeds (for being my first albums, thats not too bad!), Gianfranco Zola, Dennis Wise, Kerry Dixon, Frank Lebouef, Roberto Di Matteo and John Terry, and last but not least every single person in my phone book and everyone thats ever made an effort to be friendly to me. Thank you people.
about my life, about the way I feel and about what I want to do. However, I can't get past feeling that having to write about your life in words instead of expressing
feelings to your loved ones, friends and families face to face must mean you are a
very weak person. I love being able to talk to my friends and Elizabeth although it's sometimes hard to express my feelings and worries I've learnt that I just have to bite my lip and go for it, even if I know it's going to upset someone or annoy them. Life is hard and it seems to me it gets harder as it goes on. I don't know why I'm in such a philosophical and thoughtful mood because as my life goes I couldn't be happier right now and theres so many people I need to thank for making me happy and making me who I am today so here i go: (I tried to create an order but how can you create a hierachy of you're friends? so everyone in thius list is equally as important as the person before and after them)......
The Traders, Elizabeth (for just being yourself and being there for me), Ross and
Manda (always there), Scandal (super friendly), Rob (you're getting there son),
Moon, Murray, Charlotte (for listening to my shit), my super little sis (just stop
annoying me please), Ed (you're really not funny), Annette (bestest buddy), Caroline
you're way too kind and friendly), Soph P, and Jimi (LEGEND!), Psyche Out (for being the best local band around), Paul, Chappers, Gary and Woody (so inspiring), Smyley and asscociates, Audrey Tautou (just because!), Mum and Dad (hells yeah) The Arcade Fire, The Libertines (changed my life), The B-52's, The Cure, Help She Can't Swim, The Smiths and The Futureheads, Blur and Lightning Seeds (for being my first albums, thats not too bad!), Gianfranco Zola, Dennis Wise, Kerry Dixon, Frank Lebouef, Roberto Di Matteo and John Terry, and last but not least every single person in my phone book and everyone thats ever made an effort to be friendly to me. Thank you people.
posted by Ben Trader at 3:25 PM
8 Comments:
awwww bless your little cotten socks
wahey! its soo cool innnit! i love this town (ghostbusters reference!)
well said sweetie pie, y does mine say im getting there? nearer to what? i have a vague idea, ben can tell me in person,
this town rocks, but needs some mods, to balance it out
haha!
annette and caroline say thanyou for the mention. sweet, lope crewage!
Hells yeah! Lope crew has it goin down baby. Traders forever! wooooooooooooooo.
not ramblings...beautifulness...it is all joyous and pleasant.
that was char by the way....stupid anonesss
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